1. |
What Music Means To Me
06:21
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Could you imagine what music means to me?
How music makes me free?
Could you imagine that music is the only answer to my demands?
That's what I want!
In my further life I never was a great dancer.
I never was good at math.
I never really was favored.
I never had a fable for fancy rags - Just for one thing!
Could you imagine what music means to me?
How music makes me free?
Could you imagine that music is the only answer to my demands?
That's what I want!
In school I've always been the odd one out,
Building my own little world around me.
Nobody could penetrate the world,
Except the notes, the harmonies and melody.
One day in a dream,
Dreamed about fame.
Dreamed about power and dough.
I have had the choice,
To get it all - in change of my voice
But I never could!
Don't you know what music means to me?
Just music makes me free?
Could you imagine that music is the only answer to my demands?
That's what I want!
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2. |
Song Of A Deserted
03:07
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I wouldn't mind if I've never, ever met you
I wouldn't mind if you've never had the chance to wound
I wish I could forget the times the Lord bestowed his care on us
I mostly do, I desire you – I desire you
I've never had you entirely, honey
You belong to yourself more
You love your visions any more than me
God only knows what it's for
I wouldn't mind if you've never left your plans for me
'Cause how you did is how you did to me
I thought I could handle to share – but that is self-deception
I mostly do, I desire you – I desire you
Oh, you can't live a life in a golden cage, you said
Don't you be so insecure!
You want to live a life above the average
Without liabilities and more
You-I desire you!
Oh, why is no you
And I ?!
I wouldn't mind if I've never, ever met you
I wouldn't mind if you've never had the chance to wound
I wish I could forget the times the Lord bestowed his care on us
I mostly do, I desire you –
I desire you, I desire you, I desire you!
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3. |
Kobold
04:22
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As the twilight’s coming and I’m on my own
Beneath a tree I’m sitting
Sitting all alone
All alone
A phantom’s floating, smiling with gloating
Starts a bloating, it reminds me of you!
Turning my head, it’s driving me mad,
Feeling like dead
Thinking of you, crying over you
Dying because of you
Turning my head, it’s driving me mad,
Feeling like dead
Oh you
Have been so untrue
Oh you - so untrue
The ghosts they rave around my pate
And you abandon me to my fate
I’m really scared to death
I’m bleeding – what a mess!
I’m bleeding, I’m bleeding!
I am fighting!
The kobold is saying: You’re better praying
I’m gonna playing with you
I want to see you hanging on a tree
Looking at me
He’s putting my head into a noose
I know I’m gonna loose - my life
Affix to the bought not loosing a thought
He’s strapping and brought me down
I am feeling he’s touching my head
And I’m gonna die
He’s touching my head
And I’m gonna die
As the dawn is coming – and I’m on my own
Strapped on a tree
You’re hanging there
All alone
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4. |
Humiliation
04:26
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Something ’s broken inside me,
I’m searching for love, searching for security.
Why do I feel just so numb?
This is all your fault.
Look at me, what have you done!
Anyone there?
This feels like self-destruction. Is this my self-destruction?
Another disappointing affair
Feels like I’m hurt, there is no security.
Wondering why I still feel pain
I’m looking into empty space.
But the desire is going to be
Stronger again!
This feels like self-destruction. This is my self-destruction.
So why do I allow you to humiliate myself?!
I know I have to let go,
Find the place where forgiveness and love will be there for real and forever.
Save me from self-destruction. Save me from self-destruction.
Save me! Save me!
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5. |
Heart Open
03:49
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It's late and you will go outside
You will see posters, ads, words, script pics – all right!
Are you still human or just consumer, user , all right.
Hey – listen what they say to you, listen day and night!
Buy me, try me
Buy me, try me
And please buy me now!
You can't sleep, drink, sit and drive,
Oh no,
'Cause any brand-new shit you want to own and so
'Cause you are caught in TV-shows
The only thing you know is:
Buy me, try me
Buy me, try me
And please buy me now!
Your home is a mess
You need more to stuff your hole inside
But you feel emptiness
You wonder why you don't feel bright
Just stop right now,
Keep calm and open your heart!
Just stop right now! - What you need -
You won't find on the street!
Everything you need is happiness, happiness.
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6. |
Abused
04:06
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The only words from her
Arise from cheerless eyes
No sign of joy you can find
Just a broken heart and mind
Long, long time ago
She’s known an ordinary happy life
But since it happens every day
It’s the first time you can hear her say:
“Let’s go away! Just far away!
I never will go back again!
Go where the sun shines day and night
Because I’m so afraid of gloom”
He said to her: “Just follow me
Into the land of everlasting truth
With sparkling stars for you alone
Where flowers grow in beauty and in bloom!”
Her miracle was he
He freed her heart and her mind
Only sometimes while she’s dreaming
She’s still hearing herself quietly screaming
“Let’s go away! Just far away!
I never will go back again
Go where the sun shines day and night
Because I’m so afraid of gloom”
He said to her: “Just follow me
Into the land of everlasting truth
With sparkling stars for you alone
Where flowers grow in beauty and in bloom!”
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7. |
This Is The Way I Die
07:18
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True love, does it exist at all
Is there a reason to fight for ?
Is it gone or is there a spark of hope?
There are two hearts beating in my breast!
This is the way I die
'Cause of my wasted love
See, how you make me cry
Please take my pain away
Was it just wasted time
Spent on you day by day?
Two hearts are pulsing loud and strong
Don't know which one to respond
Freedom or just desire to take...
I feel so broken and disrupted!
This is the way I die
'Cause of my wasted love
See, how you make me cry
Please take my pain away
Was it just wasted time
Spent on you day by day?
Darkness despair, it is so hurtful
I'm badly off, don't know how to carry on...?
Is this all ever coming to an end?
Two hearts control my feelings!
This is the way I die
'Cause of my wasted love
See, how you make me cry
Please take my pain away
Was it just wasted time
Spent on you day by day?
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8. |
New Horizons
05:34
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If you want to blame
someone
for what happened
to be gone into wrong
directions
These things can be turned
by reflecting ones mind
you are the one who makes your life
decisions
Conceive you got a boat,
Enabled to put out to sea.
It's harbored in the heaven.
Conceive you got a boat,
Enabled to put out to sea.
It's harbored in the heaven.
You want to risk,
Severe thunderstorms
At the mercy of the waves
Your ship could get damaged!
Is that reason to stay
In the save port?
You are poised to
Explore new horizons
Your ship is not the only one out there
Remember that.
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